went to my cousin's house to celebrate her bdae today lols
well the whole party wasnt tt bad lols
den we ate lunch there
toktok here and there
cut cake
eat cake
play a few games
den goin off le my cousin gave each of us a small gift lols
1 small one for each individual and 1 bigger one for the whole family
lols
and
if u realli love tt someone
u wld do anything to just win his or her heart
doin anything tt pleases him or her
dun assume tt things r gonna turn out the way u want it to be
just becoz u giv little hints here and there to tt someone u realli like doesnt mean tt u wld win his or her heart tt easily.
but like my nu'er said
if u dun noe y on earth ure in love wif tt someone, it shows tt u realli love him or her. lol
i myself dun even noe y i like tt guy -.-
i onli noe i like his character
but i dun tink tts the thing tt i admire abt him lols
i dun even noe whether ive realli fallen for tt guy
well we shall see soon lols
but right now of course ive not realli officially fallen for anyone
not a single guy xD
i just dun noe y its hard for me to fall in love -.-
after so many yrs den so-call finally found a guy i so-call hav feelings for
lol
well wad i can say is
once uve lost me
its hard to get me bak
well most of the time it works tt way lol
just like my fren hu once had me but of course he wasnt reali serious enuff so i had to break up wif him and such
well i was young
i didnt noe wad i was doin haha
i was onli p4 when i had my veri first bf lolz
ever since then i didnt realli fall for any guy much
well if i did i wld go thru massive thinking b4 taking any action
well if u noe wad i mean lol
its like a spell cast upon me ever since tt day =/
huever breaks tt "spell" is truly the guy i have been looking for
sadly none have broken it yet lol
one guy is too bz being shy abt the whole thing
one too scared to even ask
one too bz wif his blogskins
one tinking and tinking and waiting for me to take action instead of him doin the job
one too proud of himself and assumes tt i wld somehow be attracted to him and ask him instead -.-
hopeless guys =/
and i just said HOPELESS
not happy come find me
even if u kill me u wld still be a hopeless guy
a pathetic love maker
a lousy understander
until of course u change
dun tell me u cant becoz u were so-called born to behave tt way
ppl change
if others can y cant u do it?
unless ure not a human bein of course
ok enuff of my famous one-of-my-crap-talks session
i shall end it here
cant wait for tmr's bbq
just hopes it doenst rain tmr -.-